James is born on December 6, 1982 at 4:02am in Summersville, WV.

James attends Kindergarten; he is part of the morning class.

1st grade

2nd grade

3rd grade. james is utterly destroyed when he finds out his babysitter molly stevens has a boyfriend.

4th grade

5th grade

6th grade

7th grade

8TH GRADE. james has his first kiss on a family camping trip with a friend of his cousin's, jamie. she tastes like red koolaid and cool ranch doritos.

freshman year. james starts dating lindsey miller at the start of the year during football season. they stay together, attend homecoming together, and remain together until christmas when she breaks up with him for one of the trumpet players in the marching band. james joins swim team, the soccer team, and track.

sophomore year. james starts seeing christina (chrissy) peters. they're teammates on the swim team and begin dating after james asks her to homecoming that fall. james loses his virginity to chrissy that december. in april of 1999, chrissy breaks up with james over the phone while on vacation over spring break with her family.

junior year. james goes to prom with senior katie white. james sneaks her into his room instead of going to the after parties and gets caught by his dad. they don't ever officially date, but start a complicated back and forth that lasts until she gets mad at him mid summer for refusing a relationship.

starts senior year.

misc info at a glance:

james begins BMT at lackland air force base august 6, 2001 in san antionio, texas (8.5 weeks.)

graduates bmt oct 3, 2001

attends airmen's week

pararescue prep course (6 weeks)

James experiences a devastating loss when his father dies in a skydiving accident in May (2nd). The sudden tragedy leaves him emotionally distraught and causes him to withdraw from social activities, including skipping prom. He becomes the pillar of support for his family, shouldering responsibilities and taking on odd jobs to help his mother financially.

In August, James begins Basic Military Training (BMT) at Lackland Air Force Base in San Antonio, Texas. The rigorous training program challenges him physically, mentally, and emotionally. He undergoes intensive physical fitness training, learns military discipline, and develops essential skills for his future service.

James successfully completes BMT on October 3, 2001, graduating with his class. The sense of accomplishment and pride fill him as he reflects on the dedication and hard work he invested.

Following BMT, James attends Airmen's Week, where he gains further knowledge about Air Force customs, traditions, and core values. The program focuses on instilling professionalism, teamwork, and leadership skills in the newly minted airmen.

Due to his interest in pararescue, James is immediately selected for a specialized prep course. This six-week program prepares trainees for the rigorous selection process of becoming a pararescueman. The course includes intense physical training, combat survival skills, medical knowledge, and mental conditioning. James faces demanding challenges designed to test his endurance, determination, and ability to perform under stress.

training breakdown at a glance

july - august: pararescue/combat rescue officer indoctrination course ("INDOC"), lackland air force base, texas (9 weeks)

september: army airborne school, fort benning, georgia (3 weeks). "beat your boots"

october - dec: air force combat diver course, navy diving and salvage training center, naval support activity panama city, florida (5.5 weeks)
navy underwater egress training, naval air station pensacola, florida (1 day)

James successfully completes the Physical Ability and Stamina Test (PAST) with exceptional results, showcasing his exceptional physical fitness and readiness for the pararescue training pipeline.

As a result, James is granted the opportunity to participate in the Pararescue/Combat Rescue Officer Indoctrination Course ("Indoc"), a grueling nine-week program held at Lackland Air Force Base in Texas. Indoc is designed to assess trainees' mental and physical fortitude, as well as their ability to work effectively as part of a team. James endures rigorous physical training, combat scenarios, water survival exercises, medical evaluations, and psychological challenges, all of which push him to his limits.

James successfully completes "Hell Week," a phase within Indoc notorious for its intense physical and mental demands. Throughout this week-long ordeal, trainees are subjected to constant physical training, sleep deprivation, and a series of challenging evolutions, designed to test their resilience and teamwork skills. Despite the grueling conditions, James perseveres and demonstrates exceptional determination.

Following Indoc, James embarks on an arduous training journey, enduring nearly two years of intense and demanding instruction referred to as "embracing the suck." This phase of training involves extensive physical conditioning, medical training, parachute jumps, combat scenarios, advanced water survival skills, and specialized rescue techniques. The training is designed to push trainees beyond their limits, both physically and mentally, preparing them for the complex challenges they will face as pararescuemen.

Throughout this period, James and his fellow trainees face numerous physical and mental obstacles, all of which contribute to the attrition rate. Only 24 out of nearly 200 men who initially started the training program successfully complete the rigorous course, highlighting James' exceptional determination, resilience, and ability to thrive in the face of adversity.

Pararescue Training Breakdown:
July to August: James undergoes the Pararescue/Combat Rescue Officer Indoctrination Course ("Indoc") at Lackland Air Force Base in Texas. This nine-week program focuses on building mental and physical resilience, teamwork, and basic combat and medical skills required for pararescue operations.

September: James attends the Army Airborne School at Fort Benning, Georgia, for three weeks. This training provides him with the necessary skills for parachute operations, including parachute landing falls, proper rigging techniques, and airborne operations.

October to December: James participates in the Air Force Combat Diver Course at the Navy Diving and Salvage Training Center, located at Naval Support Activity Panama City, Florida. This 5.5-week course trains him in combat diving techniques, including open-circuit diving, closed-circuit rebreather diving, and advanced underwater navigation. He also undergoes intensive training in underwater search and recovery operations.

Additionally, James receives Navy Underwater Egress Training at Naval Air Station Pensacola, Florida. This one-day course equips him with the knowledge and skills necessary to escape from submerged aircraft in emergency situations. The training focuses on proper procedures, equipment usage, and survival techniques to ensure his safety in such scenarios.

breakdown info at a glance:

jan: air force basic survival school (sere), fairchild air force base, washington (2.5 weeks)

feb - march: army military free fall parachutist school, fort bragg, north carolina, and yuma proving ground, arizona (5 weeks)

april - november: pararescue emt-paramedic training, kirtland air force base, new mexico (37 weeks)

december - may (04): pararescue recovery specialist course, kirtland air force base, new mexico (24 weeks)

January: James attends Air Force Basic Survival School (SERE "Survival, Evasion, Resistance. and Escape") at Fairchild Air Force Base in Washington for a duration of 2.5 weeks. This training focuses on teaching survival, evasion, resistance, and escape techniques necessary for surviving in various hostile environments. James learns essential skills such as shelter construction, fire-building, foraging for food, navigation, and evading capture.

February to March: James undergoes Army Military Free Fall Parachutist School, conducted at Fort Bragg, North Carolina, and Yuma Proving Ground, Arizona. This intensive 5-week program trains James in the specialized techniques of military free fall parachuting. He learns high-altitude jumps, canopy control, parachute packing, and advanced free fall maneuvers. This training equips him with the skills required for airborne operations as a pararescueman.

April to November: James engages in a comprehensive Pararescue EMT-Paramedic training program at Kirtland Air Force Base in New Mexico, spanning 37 weeks. This training focuses on developing his medical skills to provide advanced life support in high-stress environments. James learns advanced trauma care, emergency medical procedures, pharmacology, and patient assessment techniques. The training also includes realistic simulations and practical scenarios to enhance his ability to provide medical aid under challenging conditions.

December to May (2004): James enrolls in the Pararescue Recovery Specialist Course, conducted at Kirtland Air Force Base in New Mexico, lasting 24 weeks. This course further hones his skills as a recovery specialist, emphasizing the extraction and evacuation of personnel in various environments. James learns advanced rope techniques, rappelling, fast-rope insertion, and extraction methods. He undergoes extensive training in search and rescue operations, including combat search and recovery. The course also incorporates scenarios involving downed aircraft, collapsed structures, and hostile environments to prepare James for real-life missions.

misc breakdown at a glance:

MAY: PARARESCUE RECOVERY SPECIALIST COURSE, KIRTLAND AIR FORCE BASE, NEW MEXICO (24 WEEKS)

james graduates the pipeline and earns his maroon beret end of may.

30 DAYS OFF AT THE BEGINNING OF JUNE FOR LEAVE.

stationed at hurlburt field, florida. 24th Special Tactics Squadron?

lights some girl's hair on fire on a date.

Promoted to Airman First Class (E-3) after completing basic training and technical training.

deployed to iraq, september 2004

May: James successfully completes the rigorous 24-week Pararescue Recovery Specialist Course at Kirtland Air Force Base in New Mexico. He demonstrates exceptional skill, determination, and resilience throughout the training, earning him the prestigious maroon beret, which symbolizes his completion of the pararescue pipeline.

Beginning of June: After completing his training and graduating, James takes a much-needed break and goes home to West Virginia for 30 days of leave. However, he finds that his experience in the military has caused a disconnect between him and his friends back home. They no longer share the same experiences or understand the challenges he faces. James feels a sense of isolation as his friends seem disinterested and preoccupied with their own lives, often canceling plans with him or prioritizing other activities. This realization highlights the sacrifices and changes that come with his commitment to military service, leaving him a little bitter about his feelings about going home.

Stationed at Hurlburt Field, Florida: James is assigned to the 24th Special Tactics Squadron, a highly skilled and specialized unit based at Hurlburt Field. The squadron is composed of elite combat controllers, pararescuemen, special operations weather technicians, and tactical air control party specialists. James joins a tight-knit community of professionals dedicated to executing high-stakes missions in austere environments.

James embraces the demanding daily routine of the 24th Special Tactics Squadron. He participates in physical fitness training, honing his endurance, strength, and combat readiness. He engages in rigorous combat skills training, including close air support coordination, target marking, and personnel recovery scenarios. James also undergoes regular medical training and equipment maintenance to ensure his readiness to provide life-saving care in the field.

As part of the 24th Special Tactics Squadron, James participates in a range of challenging training scenarios. These include joint exercises with other special operations units, mock hostage rescues, urban warfare simulations, and parachute insertion and extraction exercises. Through these scenarios, James hones his tactical skills, teamwork, and ability to adapt to dynamic and unpredictable situations.During his daily life with the 24th Special Tactics Squadron, James becomes fully integrated into the close-knit community of highly skilled and dedicated special operations personnel. He participates in physical fitness training, combat drills, and tactical simulations to maintain peak performance and readiness for future missions.

Notable Training Scenarios and Important Lessons:
Jungle Survival and Extraction Training in Panama (July):
As part of his training, James undergoes an intensive jungle survival and extraction course in Panama. The training focuses on equipping pararescuemen with the skills needed to operate in challenging and hostile jungle environments. James learns techniques for navigation, evasion, and survival, including building shelters, finding food and water sources, and evading detection by hostile forces. One crucial lesson James learns during this training is the importance of adaptability and resourcefulness. The jungle environment tests his physical endurance and mental fortitude, requiring him to think on his feet, make quick decisions, and overcome obstacles using limited resources. This experience teaches him the value of resilience and the ability to adapt to unfamiliar and unpredictable situations.

Operation Swift Response: Joint Training Exercise in Germany (July)
Mission Objective: James and his team are deployed to Germany to participate in a joint training exercise with NATO allies. The objective is to enhance interoperability, tactical proficiency, and joint operational capabilities between different special operations units.

Mission Details: During this mission, James serves as a pararescue specialist within the joint task force. The exercise focuses on scenarios involving rapid deployment, airfield seizure, and counterterrorism operations. James and his team work alongside special forces operators from different NATO nations, sharing tactics, techniques, and procedures. The mission includes executing high-altitude parachute jumps, conducting fast-roping and rappelling exercises, and performing tactical combat casualty care. James demonstrates his ability to provide critical medical support in dynamic and challenging environments, ensuring the safety and well-being of personnel involved in the exercise.

Combat Search and Rescue Exercise in the Nevada Desert (August): In a simulated combat search and rescue exercise, James and his team are deployed to the expansive Nevada desert. The exercise aims to replicate the challenges faced during real-world combat rescue missions, including locating and extracting downed pilots or stranded personnel in hostile territory. During the exercise, James hones his skills in close air support coordination, casualty assessment, and tactical insertion and extraction techniques. The exercise involves coordinating with other special operations units, such as helicopters and fighter aircrafts, to perform aerial rescues and provide medical assistance in high-threat environments. The important lesson James takes away from this exercise is the significance of effective communication and teamwork in high-pressure situations. Clear and concise communication among team members and with other assets is crucial for mission success. James learns to trust his teammates, rely on their expertise, and contribute his skills to achieve seamless coordination during complex operations.

Notable Missions/Exercises Prior to First Deployment:
Hurricane Charley (August 2004, United States): Hurricane Charley made landfall in Florida as a Category 4 storm, causing widespread destruction and significant damage. James and his team were deployed to assist in search and rescue operations, provide medical aid to affected individuals, and support the overall relief efforts.

First Deployment to Iraq:
Deployment Location: Balad Air Base, Iraq

Notable Missions:
Mission: Operation Phantom Fury - Battle of Fallujah
Date: November 2004
Location: Fallujah, Iraq
James and his team are deployed as part of a joint operation with U.S. Marines to retake the city of Fallujah from insurgent control. The mission involves intense urban combat, house-to-house clearing, and providing medical support to wounded soldiers and civilians. James' role as a pararescueman is crucial in treating and evacuating injured personnel under fire. The operation lasts several weeks and is a turning point in the Iraq War.

Mission: Search and Rescue in Al Anbar Province
Date: October 2004
Location: Al Anbar Province, Iraq
James and his team are dispatched to conduct a search and rescue operation in Al Anbar Province. A convoy of U.S. military vehicles has been attacked, resulting in several casualties and missing personnel. The mission involves navigating through hostile territory, coordinating with ground forces, and providing medical assistance to the wounded. James plays a vital role in locating and rescuing the missing personnel, ensuring their safe evacuation.

Mission: Operation Iraqi Freedom Support
Date: September 2004 - December 2004
Location: Various locations in Iraq
Throughout his deployment, James is involved in numerous missions as part of Operation Iraqi Freedom Support. These missions include providing medical support to U.S. and coalition forces, conducting search and rescue operations, and assisting with humanitarian aid efforts. James encounters a wide range of challenges, including hostile engagements, improvised explosive devices (IEDs), and the emotional toll of witnessing the impact of war on both military personnel and Iraqi civilians.

Mission: Medical Assistance and Outreach in a Displaced Persons Camp
Date: October 2004
Location: Anbar Province, Iraq
James and his team are tasked with providing medical assistance and conducting outreach in a displaced persons camp. The camp houses Iraqis who have been displaced by the ongoing conflict. James encounters individuals of all ages who are suffering from injuries, illnesses, and psychological trauma. He works tirelessly to provide medical care, comfort, and support to the displaced population. This mission has a profound impact on James as he witnesses the resilience and strength of the Iraqi people, deepening his understanding of the human cost of war and the importance of his role as a pararescueman.

info at a glance

returns from iraq in feb 2005

stationed at hurlburt field, florida.

hurricane katrina, august.

deployed to iraq in october 2005.

Promoted to Senior Airman (E-4) after gaining experience and demonstrating proficiency in his duties.

February: James returns from his deployment in Iraq, marking the end of his first deployment. He arrives back at Hurlburt Field, Florida, where he is stationed.

March to July: After his return, James goes through a period of rest and recovery, allowing him to decompress and reintegrate into his daily life at the base. During this time, he undergoes debriefings and medical evaluations to ensure his physical and mental well-being following his deployment.

June: Operation Red Wings - Search and Rescue in Afghanistan. James is attached to a Navy SEAL team during Operation Red Wings. The mission takes place in June 2005 and involves the search and rescue of a downed reconnaissance team in a hostile area of Afghanistan. James provides medical support and casualty evacuation capabilities throughout the operation.

August: Hurricane Katrina, one of the most devastating hurricanes in U.S. history, makes landfall along the Gulf Coast. James is called upon to provide support as a pararescueman in the aftermath of the disaster. He and his team are tasked with conducting search and rescue operations, evacuating survivors, and providing medical assistance to those in need. The mission takes place in the affected regions, such as Louisiana, Mississippi, and Alabama. James displays his exceptional skills and dedication during this challenging humanitarian mission, saving numerous lives and providing critical aid to the affected population.

October: James is deployed to Iraq for his second tour of duty as a pararescueman. James is initially deployed to Balad Air Base, located in the Salah ad Din Governorate of Iraq. Balad Air Base serves as a strategic hub for military operations and provides critical support to various missions across the region.

Second Deployment to Iraq:
Deployment Location: Balad Air Base, Iraq

Notable Missions:
Mission: Operation Iron Fist
Date: November 2005
Location: Al Anbar Province, Iraq
James and his team are tasked with supporting Operation Iron Fist, a major offensive aimed at rooting out insurgent forces in the volatile Al Anbar Province. Their mission focuses on providing medical support to ground forces engaged in intense combat operations. James works alongside Army medics, providing advanced medical care and conducting medical evacuations under fire. The team faces significant challenges due to the unpredictable nature of the conflict, but their unwavering commitment and expertise contribute to the successful treatment and evacuation of wounded personnel.

Mission: Search and Rescue in Mosul
Date: December 2005
Location: Mosul, Nineveh Governorate, Iraq
James and his team are deployed to Mosul, a city plagued by insurgent activity and sectarian violence. Their mission involves conducting search and rescue operations in support of U.S. and coalition forces operating in the area. The team is responsible for recovering downed pilots, injured soldiers, and civilians caught in the crossfire. James provides critical medical aid and ensure the safe extraction of personnel from dangerous situations. Despite facing constant threats from enemy combatants, the team's unwavering dedication leads to the successful rescue of several individuals, earning them recognition for their bravery and professionalism.

Mission: CSAR Operation in Ramadi
Date: January 2006
Location: Ramadi, Al Anbar Province, Iraq
James and his team are deployed to support a CSAR operation in Ramadi, a hotbed of insurgent activity. Coalition forces have engaged in intense combat with enemy fighters, resulting in casualties and missing personnel. The mission involves locating and rescuing the injured and isolated personnel, often in dangerous and hostile environments. James and his team rapidly respond to the distress calls, employing their specialized skills in tactical combat casualty care and extraction techniques. They navigate through the city, braving enemy fire and IED threats to extract the wounded and facilitate their immediate medical treatment and evacuation.

Mission: Extraction from a Hostile Zone
Date: March 2006
Location: Al Anbar Province, Iraq
James and his team are assigned to extract a high-value target (HVT) from a known insurgent stronghold. Among James' team members is Senior Airman Aaron Motes, known by his call sign "Repeaer." Reaper earned his call sign due to his relentless pursuit of mission success and his reputation for fearlessness in the face of danger. The team meticulously plans the mission, conducting extensive reconnaissance and gathering intelligence to develop a precise extraction plan. They are well aware of the risks involved in operating within enemy territory, but their determination to complete the mission and protect their comrades fuels their motivation.

As the team approaches the target location, they face a well-coordinated enemy ambush, launching a sudden and intense attack. The firefight quickly becomes chaotic, with gunfire and explosions echoing through the hostile zone. Despite their best efforts, the team finds themselves outnumbered and outgunned, unable to extract the HVT as planned. During the fierce battle, tragedy strikes as Reaper sustains a critical injury from enemy gunfire. Despite the team's immediate efforts to administer medical aid and evacuate him, Reaper's condition deteriorates rapidly. The team works tirelessly to stabilize him, but the severity of his wounds proves too severe. Reaper, known for his unwavering determination and courage, fights valiantly for his life. He passes away while being evacuated, leaving a profound impact on James and the entire team.

The failed mission and the loss of a beloved teammate send shockwaves through the team. They experience a period of introspection, questioning their abilities and the realities of war. Grief and anger mingle with a renewed determination to honor Repear's memory and the commitment they made to protect their fellow service members. In the aftermath of the mission, the team undergoes further training and reinforcement of their tactical skills. They meticulously review the mission's debrief, analyzing their performance, and identifying areas for improvement.

info at a glance

returns from iraq in march of 2006.

stationed at hurlburt field, florida.

deployed to kuwait 5 months; june - nov

March: James returns from his deployment in Iraq. After months of serving as a pararescueman in the challenging and volatile environment, he arrives back at Hurlburt Field, Florida. The homecoming is bittersweet, as James reunites with his family and loved ones, but also reflects on the experiences and sacrifices made during his time in Iraq. Upon his return, James undergoes a period of rest and recuperation, allowing his mind and body to recover from the demands of his deployment.

April:
Combat Skills Enhancement Course
Duration: April 2006
Location: Camp Lejeune, North Carolina
James attends a Combat Skills Enhancement Course designed to enhance his proficiency in small arms handling, marksmanship, and combat tactics. The course involves intensive training in close-quarters combat, urban warfare, and individual and team-based live-fire exercises. James refines his skills in weapon manipulation, target acquisition, and tactical movement, ensuring he remains highly proficient in combat situations.

May: James is assigned to a TDY in Italy in May where he participates in Joint training exercises with Italian special forces, focusing on urban warfare simulations and combat search and rescue scenarios.

June - November: James receives new orders and is deployed to Kuwait for a five-month period. The deployment is part of ongoing military operations in the region, aimed at maintaining regional stability and readiness. James joins a specialized team of pararescuemen who will provide medical support, conduct search and rescue operations, and contribute to personnel recovery efforts if necessary. During his deployment in Kuwait, James operates from a strategically located base, working closely with allied forces and local partners. His responsibilities include maintaining a high state of readiness, participating in joint training exercises, and conducting periodic patrols and reconnaissance missions.

Deployment to Kuwait

Notable missions and Exercises
Joint Personnel Recovery Training
Duration: June 2006
Location: Kuwait
Shortly after arriving in Kuwait, James engages in Joint Personnel Recovery (JPR) training alongside his multinational counterparts. The JPR exercises simulate downed aircraft scenarios, where James and his team work together with partner forces to locate, assess, and recover isolated personnel. The training focuses on collaboration, communication, and swift execution of personnel recovery operations in hostile or isolated environments. James and his team gain valuable experience in coordinating efforts with different units and nations to ensure the successful extraction and return of personnel.

Operation Desert Guardian
Date: July 2006
Location: Southern Kuwait
James and his team are deployed to support Operation Desert Guardian, a joint military exercise involving multiple nations. The mission focuses on conducting search and rescue operations in a simulated combat environment. James and his team are responsible for locating and rescuing downed pilots in the desert region, while facing challenges such as extreme temperatures and hostile forces. They work closely with aircrews and ground units to ensure the successful extraction and medical care of the simulated casualties.

Medical Evacuation in the Persian Gulf
Date: September 2006
Location: Persian Gulf
James and his team receive an urgent request for a medical evacuation from a merchant vessel in the Persian Gulf. A crew member has suffered a serious injury and requires immediate medical attention. James, along with a specialized medical evacuation team, boards a helicopter and flies to the vessel's location. They provide on-site medical treatment, stabilize the patient, and carefully transport them back to a medical facility in Kuwait for further treatment.

Joint Training Exercise with Kuwaiti Special Forces
Date: November 2006
Location: Kuwaiti Military Training Area
James and his team participate in a joint training exercise with the Kuwaiti Special Forces. The mission involves practicing combat search and rescue scenarios in a realistic urban setting. They work alongside their Kuwaiti counterparts to locate and extract simulated missing personnel, navigating through a complex environment with potential threats and challenges. The exercise strengthens the partnership between the U.S. and Kuwaiti forces, enhances operational coordination, and further develops the skills and capabilities of both teams.

December: James is assigned TDY in Jordan from December to January where he participates in hostage rescue training and joint exercises with Jordanian special forces, enhancing personnel recovery and hostage rescue capabilities.

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stationed at RAF mildenhall, UK. (321st Special Tactics Squadron)

james starts seeing libby doyle. the two engage in an on and off secretive friends with benefits situation. they break it off just before he deploys but despite ending things, the pair pick things back up on his return like nothing happened and continue messing around until he's moved again.

June - Nov: James deployed to africa (first time).
Promoted to Staff Sergeant (E-5) after completing the required time in service, demonstrating leadership potential, and meeting the promotion criteria.

January: James relocates from Hurlburt Field to RAF Mildenhall, United Kingdom, where he joins the 321st Special Tactics Squadron, an esteemed unit known for their expertise in special operations and combat search and rescue.

Operation Eastern Exit - Noncombatant Evacuation. James is assigned to a U.S. Air Force Special Tactics Squadron (STS) during the evacuation of U.S. citizens from Somalia. His role as a PJ is to provide medical support and ensure the safety of evacuees during the operation. The mission duration is seven days.

Feb: Hostage Rescue Training in the United Kingdom: James participates in a hostage rescue training program conducted by elite special forces units in the United Kingdom. The objective is to develop his capabilities in personnel recovery and hostage rescue operations. James would train in close-quarters combat, dynamic entry techniques, and hostage negotiation strategies to prepare for potential high-risk scenarios.

March: Amidst the bustling atmosphere of the base, James becomes captivated by Libby Doyle, an extraordinary airman whose presence eclipses the four-year age difference and difference in rank between them. Libby exudes confidence and independence, drawing James towards her like a moth to a flame. Their connection evolves into an intricate dance, where desire intertwines with unspoken understanding. Libby becomes a refuge for James, providing a temporary respite from the tumultuous storm of his mind. Within the confines of their encounters, he finds fleeting moments of peace amidst the chaos that silently torments him. As Libby takes on a more commanding role, she both challenges and nurtures James, understanding the importance of his need for release and escape. Her actions speak volumes, expressing a profound empathy for the turmoil that resides within him.

However, as their relationship deepens, James and Libby must navigate the treacherous waters between their secret rendezvous and the harsh realities of military life. The fleeting nature of their time together casts a shadow of uncertainty over their budding romance. In the weeks leading up to James' deployment to Africa, he senses a subtle shift in Libby's demeanor. Her once-assertive presence becomes guarded, her touches grow more fleeting, and their encounters become less frequent. The unspoken understanding that once bound them together begins to unravel, leaving James with an uneasy feeling deep in his core. When they finally part ways, Libby's words hold a mixture of resignation and concern, as she tells him, "It's for the best. You need to focus on your mission, and I... I can't be a distraction. We both knew this was temporary." While James comprehends the necessity of their decision, the void left behind amplifies the symptoms of his inner struggles, silently reminding him of the battles he continues to fight within himself.

June: James is deployed to Africa.

FIRST DEPLOYMENT TO THE HORN OF AFRICA

Notable missions or training exercises:
Mission: Operation Rapid Tide (Anti-Piracy/Hostage Rescue Operation)
Location: Gulf of Aden, off the coast of Somalia
James and his team were deployed to support a joint task force combating piracy in the region. They received intelligence regarding a hijacked cargo ship with hostages held by pirates. The mission involved a complex maritime operation, including fast-roping from helicopters onto the ship's deck, engaging the pirates, and rescuing the hostages. James played a crucial role in providing medical support and securing the rescued hostages. The operation was a success, with all hostages safely rescued, and the pirates neutralized or apprehended.

Training Scenario: Underwater Recovery and Salvage
Location: Red Sea
In this training scenario, James and his team engaged in underwater recovery and salvage operations. The exercise focused on honing their scuba diving skills and performing tasks such as locating and retrieving submerged objects, conducting underwater repairs, and executing casualty evacuations. It provided an opportunity for James to enhance his proficiency in diving techniques, equipment handling, and underwater navigation, ensuring his readiness for potential water-based missions or emergencies.

Mission: Mission Neptune's Embrace (Sunken Cargo Recovery)
Location: Off the coast of the Horn of Africa, July 2007
In July 2007, James and his pararescue team received a crucial mission to assist in the recovery of valuable cargo from a sunken ship located off the coast of the Horn of Africa. The vessel had tragically sunk during a severe storm, and the urgent need to retrieve sensitive equipment and resources called for the expertise of James' team. The team meticulously planned the operation, considering the unique challenges posed by the underwater environment. They evaluated dive depths, decompression procedures, and identified the specialized equipment required for the mission. The team members underwent thorough training, ensuring their readiness for the complex task at hand. Equipped with advanced diving gear, including underwater cutting tools, lift bags, and navigation devices, James and his team embarked on the underwater recovery operation. They descended into the depths, fully aware of the strong currents, limited visibility, and potential hazards that awaited them. Carefully maneuvering through tight spaces, the team made their way to the sunken ship's location. They relied on their extensive training and expertise in underwater navigation to navigate the complex wreckage.

The team worked together, communicating through hand signals and maintaining constant awareness of their surroundings. With precision and diligence, the pararescue team identified and secured the targeted cargo. The recovered items included sensitive electronic equipment, classified documents, and valuable resources that were of critical importance to ongoing operations in the region. The team's meticulous packaging ensured the preservation and protection of the retrieved cargo. Despite the challenging conditions, James and his team successfully completed the mission. Their professionalism, adaptability, and expertise in underwater operations played a crucial role in the safe retrieval of the important cargo from the sunken ship. The recovered items were subsequently transported to a secure facility for further analysis, assessment, and utilization.

November: James returns from Africa, the magnetic pull between him and Libby remains palpable. Despite the limited warmth in her demeanor, Libby's presence continues to captivate James, offering him an escape from the harsh realities of his military life. Their connection proves to be too powerful to ignore, and they resume their secretive affair as if nothing had happened. Their renewed connection carries with it a deeper level of understanding and an unspoken commitment to support each other through their respective journeys. Their encounters, both physical and emotional, provide James with a lifeline, reminding him that he can find solace and a sense of control amidst the chaos of his world. While their relationship may lack conventional warmth and nurturing, the unspoken bond between James and Libby becomes a refuge that allows him to face his inner demons with renewed strength and purpose.

Operation Iraqi Freedom - High-Value Target Extraction (November 2007): James joins an Army special forces team deployed to Iraq. In November 2007, they undertake a mission to extract a high-value target from a heavily fortified location. James plays a crucial role in providing medical support and ensuring the safe evacuation of the target.

December: As December unfolds, James receives new orders that will take him to Joint Base Lewis-McChord in Washington. Faced with the reality of their impending separation and the challenges posed by the unpredictable nature of military life, James and Libby make the difficult decision to end their affair. It is a bittersweet farewell, tinged with a mixture of longing and acceptance. They understand that their connection, though powerful, cannot withstand the demands and uncertainties of their respective paths. With heavy hearts, they bid each other farewell, their unspoken bond serving as a silent testament to the transformative impact they had on one another's lives.

stationed at jb lewis-mcchord, wa.
22nd Special Tactics Squadron
james starts dating sam valente, a pilot.
james deployed to iraq (stationed at FOB Speicher (Victory Base Complex)

January: James is stationed at JB Lewis-McChord, Washington, as a member of the 22nd Special Tactics Squadron.

Feb: James forms a strong bond with Captain Samantha "Sam" Valente, a skilled pilot stationed at the same base. Their mutual admiration for each other's dedication to their respective roles strengthens their relationship as they spend time together, discussing their shared experiences and challenges. By March they are seeing each other exclusively.

April: As tensions remain high in Iraq, James receives deployment orders to support Operation Iraqi Freedom.

June: James arrives in Iraq and is stationed at FOB Speicher (Victory Base Complex).

July: James and his team find themselves responding to numerous calls for assistance, often engaging in high-risk operations to extract injured soldiers from hostile areas. They face hostile fire, improvised explosive devices (IEDs), and other threats that put their own lives at risk. Despite the chaos and danger, James remains focused and uses his exceptional medical skills to stabilize and treat the wounded.

September: During Operation Phantom Phoenix, James and his team work alongside Iraqi Security Forces to clear enemy-held territories. The mission involves intense urban combat, where they face a range of challenges, including ambushes, IED threats, and sniper fire. James plays a vital role in providing critical medical support to wounded personnel, rapidly assessing injuries and initiating life-saving interventions. His actions contribute to the successful stabilization and evacuation of casualties, ensuring their survival and recovery.

October: As part of Operation Iron Harvest, James and his team are tasked with locating and securing hidden weapons caches left behind by insurgents. The objective is to prevent these weapons from falling into the wrong hands and posing a threat to both military and civilian populations. They work closely with explosive ordnance disposal teams to safely identify and neutralize any explosives or booby traps present in the caches. James demonstrates his expertise in tactical combat casualty care during these operations, providing immediate medical support to injured team members and those involved in the clearance process.

December: James completes his deployment in Iraq.

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January: James returns home, reconnecting with friends and girlfriend Sam.

February-March: Struggles and increasing jealousy in the relationship.

April: James receives deployment orders to Africa.

May: Intense pre-deployment training for James.

June: James arrives at Camp Lemonnier, integrates into the pararescue team.

July: Joint training exercises with local forces.

August: Sensitive reconnaissance mission to disrupt arms network.

September: Emergency medical assistance in Somalia.

October: Maritime interdiction operations, tragic loss of a team member.

November: James returns home, emotional withdrawal.

December: James learns of upcoming deployment to Kandahar.

January: James returns to JB Lewis-McChord, Washington, after his deployment, eager to reconnect with his friends and girlfriend, Sam. The homecoming is filled with excitement, but the cracks in their relationship start to show as they grapple with their own personal challenges. Sam organizes a welcome-home gathering with his closest friends at a local bar. They share laughter, drinks, and stories of their time apart. Sam, overwhelmed by a mix of happiness and jealousy, tries to maintain a sense of control over her emotions.

February: James and Sam struggle to readjust to civilian life, bringing their simmering insecurities and jealousy to the forefront of their relationship. James takes Sam on adventurous dates, including hiking trips, skydiving, and spontaneous road trips. Their passion and intensity intensify, but so does their jealousy and possessiveness. Arguments sparked by perceived flirtations or attention from others become more frequent, bordering on toxic behavior.

March: The jealousy that has been building between James and Sam reaches its boiling point, leading to a major argument that shakes the foundation of their relationship. A seemingly innocent encounter with a mutual acquaintance triggers a heated confrontation between James and Sam. Accusations are hurled, voices raised, objects thrown (by Sam) and emotions run high. Their pride and unwillingness to address their underlying issues prevent them from having a productive and healthy discussion. Their passionate personalities, which they attribute to their strong connection, contribute to the intensity of their arguments. However, the toxicity within their relationship becomes more evident, affecting their emotional well-being. At the end of March, as James receives orders about his upcoming deployment to Africa at the end of May, it puts a strain on his relationship with Sam. Despite their ongoing conflicts and toxic dynamics, they make the mutual decision to stay together and navigate the challenges of a long-distance relationship

April: Despite the toxic patterns in their relationship, James and Sam remain entangled, believing their love is worth fighting for. James and Sam experience a cycle of explosive fights followed by passionate reconciliations. They convince themselves that their intense emotional connection makes up for the constant turmoil. Their friends express concerns, but James and Sam dismiss their worries, chalking it up to the passion they share. As James continues to ignore the signs of his developing PTSD, the strain on his mental health and relationship with Sam grows. Their fire and intensity, once seen as passion, begin to border on a toxic dynamic.

May: James receives deployment orders and is assigned to a specialized Pararescue unit based at Camp Lemonnier in Djibouti, adjacent to Somalia. He undergoes intense pre-deployment training, sharpening his skills in personnel recovery, medical support, and combat operations.

SECOND DEPLOYMENT TO THE HORN OF AFRICA
June: James arrives at Camp Lemonnier and joins the Pararescue team, integrating into their operations and becoming familiar with the regional dynamics. His team works closely with other U.S. forces and international partners to support stability and security efforts in Somalia.

July: James and his team conduct joint training exercises with local forces, enhancing interoperability and building strong relationships for future missions. They participate in simulated personnel recovery scenarios, honing their skills in high-risk situations.

August: The team receives intelligence indicating the presence of a high-value target in Somalia, involved in the illicit arms trade supporting extremist groups. James and his team are deployed on a sensitive reconnaissance mission, gathering actionable intelligence to disrupt the arms network.

September: James' unit is called upon to provide emergency medical assistance to a remote village in Somalia hit by a severe drought and disease outbreak. They conduct air insertions, setting up a field medical clinic and providing immediate healthcare to the affected population.

October: James and his team are part of a joint task force assigned to counter pirate activities off the coast of Somalia. They conduct maritime interdiction operations, including boarding suspicious vessels and apprehending pirates, to enhance regional security and protect shipping lanes. During a mission engagement with pirates, Senior Airman Mark "Gunner" Williams sustains critical injuries while defending his team and the hostages. Despite the team's best efforts and James' immediate medical response, Williams' injuries prove fatal, resulting in the loss of a fellow team member and friend.

November: James returns home from his deployment to Somalia in mid-November, marking a moment of relief and joy as he reunites with his girlfriend, Sam. The reunion is filled with mixed emotions, as they embrace each other tightly, cherishing the time they have been apart. However, James's experiences during the deployment have left a lasting impact on him, causing him to withdraw emotionally.

December: James learns he will deploy in July to Kandahar.

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Promoted to Technical Sergeant (E-6) after completing the required time in service, demonstrating strong leadership skills, and meeting the promotion criteria.

Feb: Pre-deployment Training - Joint Base McGuire-Dix-Lakehurst, New Jersey.

March-April: Tactical Air Control Party (TACP) Integration Exercise - Fort Campbell, Kentucky

May: Advanced Combat Marksmanship Training - Fort Bragg, North Carolina

June: Combat Medic Skills Refresher Course - Joint Base San Antonio, Texas

July: deployed to kandahar, afgahnistan.

Jan-July: In the following months, James puts up a facade of strength and normalcy, not wanting to burden Sam with his struggles. He pretends that everything is fine, brushing off any attempts by Sam to discuss his experiences or emotions. He distances himself emotionally, creating a barrier between them and leaving Sam feeling confused and shut out. As they try to rebuild their relationship, Sam senses that something is amiss but struggles to break through James's emotional walls. She repeatedly reaches out, expressing her concern and offering support, but James deflects her efforts, insisting that he is fine and just needs time to readjust to civilian life.

Feb: James undergoes pre-deployment training at Joint Base McGuire-Dix-Lakehurst. This training includes mission-specific briefings, cultural awareness sessions, language training, and equipment familiarization in preparation for the deployment to Kandahar, Afghanistan.

March: James participates in a joint exercise at Fort Campbell, Kentucky, focusing on the integration of Pararescuemen with Tactical Air Control Party (TACP) teams. The exercise involves close coordination and communication between Pararescue and TACP personnel, simulating real-world combat scenarios.

Operation Enduring Freedom - Search and Rescue (March 2010): James is temporarily attached to a U.S. Navy SEAL team operating in Afghanistan. In March 2010, their mission is to conduct a search and rescue operation in a remote mountainous region. A coalition helicopter has crashed, and the crew needs to be located and extracted. The mission lasts for about 3 days, involving extensive aerial and ground searches, as well as hostile environment operations. James assists in locating and providing medical aid to the downed crew members.

April: James participates in Advanced Combat Marksmanship Training - Fort Bragg, North Carolina. The course is designed to enhance his proficiency in a variety of combat shooting techniques, weapons systems, and marksmanship skills.

As James immerses himself in these training activities, his relationship with Sam becomes strained. The lack of communication, physical distance, and James's refusal to open up about his struggles take a toll on their connection. Despite Sam's efforts to understand and support him, James remains guarded, believing that keeping his struggles hidden is the best course of action.

The upcoming deployment to Kandahar adds further pressure to their relationship, as they grapple with the challenges of emotional distance and unresolved issues. They navigate the difficulties, but the strain continues to grow, leaving both James and Sam uncertain about the future of their relationship. Their strained dynamic and the impending separation exacerbates the unresolved issues between them. With a mix of apprehension and resignation, they prepare for the upcoming deployment, unsure of how their relationship will endure the challenges ahead.

June: James attends a Combat Medic Skills Refresher Course at Joint Base San Antonio in Texas. This course focuses on enhancing and updating the medical skills and knowledge of Pararescuemen. James participates in intensive training scenarios that simulate various combat injuries and medical emergencies. He hones his abilities in trauma care, advanced life support, and casualty evacuation techniques in preperation for his deployment.

FIRST DEPLOYMENT TO KANDAHAR, AFGHANISTAN
July: James arrives in Kandahar, Afghanistan, and is assigned to a Pararescue unit operating out of Kandahar Airfield (KAF), a major military base in southern Afghanistan. Upon arrival, he familiarizes himself with the area, the base facilities, and the operational environment.

August: James and his team participate in a Combat Search and Rescue (CSAR) exercise, simulating the rescue of a downed pilot in a hostile environment. This exercise enhances their skills in personnel recovery, medical evacuation, and combat tactics necessary for their mission. They work closely with aircrews, ground forces, and intelligence personnel to coordinate and execute successful rescue operations.

September: James is involved in a joint operation with Special Operations Forces and Afghan National Security Forces in the Panjwai district of Kandahar province. Their mission is to disrupt insurgent networks, gather intelligence, and provide medical assistance to local communities. They conduct helicopter-borne operations, clearing and securing villages, and conducting tactical combat casualty care for wounded personnel.

October: James and his team are part of a joint effort to provide humanitarian assistance and medical support to the local Afghan population. They participate in medical outreach programs, setting up temporary clinics in remote villages, and providing medical care to civilians. This effort aims to build trust and improve relations with the local population.

November: James is involved in a high-intensity operation to clear an insurgent stronghold in the Zhari district of Kandahar province. The operation involves close coordination with infantry units, conducting clearing operations, and providing immediate medical support to wounded soldiers and civilians caught in the crossfire.

December: James and his team participate in a nighttime joint operation with Afghan Special Forces targeting a high-value target in the Arghandab district. The mission involves precision raids, intelligence gathering, and ensuring the safety of both U.S. and Afghan personnel. James uses his expertise in tactical combat casualty care to provide immediate medical support during the operation.

Throughout his deployment, James and his team face numerous challenges, including hostile engagements, improvised explosive devices (IEDs), and the harsh Afghan environment. They operate in various locations within Kandahar province, such as Panjwai, Zhari, and Arghandab, where insurgent activities are prevalent. James demonstrates his performs medical evacuations, conducts search and rescue operations, and provides critical medical care in high-stress environments.

Life at Kandahar Airfield involves a combination of intense operational tempo and the camaraderie built among fellow service members. James and his team work closely with other units and support personnel, including helicopter crews, intelligence analysts, and logistics personnel, to ensure mission success.

During downtime, James and his team undergo specialized training to enhance their skills. This includes advanced medical training, tactical combat casualty care scenarios, and physical fitness regimens. They also engage in cross-training with other units to foster interoperability and strengthen joint operations.

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Combat casualty care course: Intensive medical training in combat environments.

Advanced CQB Refresher Training: Intense training in room clearing and urban combat.

June: 2nd deployment to Kandahar, Afghanistan.

August: Operation Enduring Freedom - Helmand Province Offensive.

October: Search and Rescue in Paktika Province.

October: Helicopter accident - james suffers fractured ribs and shoulder, prominent scars on right abdomen and back.
Recovery Process: Evacuated to Kandahar for treatment and surgery, rehabilitation at a military hospital, follow-up appointments and physical therapy.

December: Breakup with Sam: Relationship strain due to injuries and long-distance leads to a mutual breakup.

Combat Casualty Care Course: Prior to deployment, James undergoes an intensive Combat Casualty Care Course, focused on advanced medical training in austere environments. This course enhances his skills in treating traumatic injuries, triaging patients, and managing medical emergencies in combat situations.

Advanced Close Quarters Battle (CQB) Refresher Training: James participates in intensive CQB refresher training focused on room clearing techniques, tactical movement, and engaging threats in confined spaces. The training enhances his skills for combat in urban environments. He joins a team of highly skilled operators from various military branches, undergoing realistic simulations and force-on-force exercises. The training emphasizes precision, coordination, and decision-making under stress. By the end, James emerges as a highly proficient operator ready to excel in close-quarters combat.

SECOND DEPLOYMENT TO KANDAHAR, AFGHANISTAN
June: James is deployed for a second time to Kandahar, Afghanistan. He joins a Special Operations Task Force, tasked with providing medical support and conducting combat search and rescue missions in the region. James is stationed at a forward operating base (FOB) in Kandahar, where he lives and works alongside fellow Special Operations personnel.

Notable Missions While Deployed:
Mission: Operation Enduring Freedom - Helmand Province Offensive
Date: August 2011
Location: Helmand Province, Afghanistan
James and his team are deployed as part of a major offensive in Helmand Province to disrupt Taliban operations and regain control of strategic areas. The mission involves conducting air assault operations, providing medical support to wounded troops, and rescuing injured personnel in hostile environments. James demonstrates his expertise in providing critical medical care under fire, contributing to the success of the mission.

Mission: Search and Rescue in Paktika Province
Date: October 2011
Location: Paktika Province, Afghanistan
James and his team are called to conduct a search and rescue operation in Paktika Province. A coalition aircraft has been shot down, and the crew is missing. James assists in locating and extracting downed crew members from rugged and hostile terrain, ensuring their safe evacuation and medical care.

Helicopter Accident:
During a critical mission toward the end of October, James and his team are conducting an aerial extraction of a wounded soldier from a remote location. As the helicopter prepares to lift off with the rescued soldier, the aircraft experiences a sudden downdraft and loses altitude rapidly. The violent descent throws James against the interior of the aircraft, resulting in the fracturing of his ribs and shoulder. The impact of the crash also causes deep lacerations, resulting in prominent scars that crawl up his right abdomen and back.

Recovery Process: Following the helicopter accident, James is immediately evacuated to a military medical facility in Kandahar for initial stabilization and treatment. His injuries require surgical intervention, and he undergoes procedures to repair his fractured ribs and shoulder. The medical team ensures that the injuries do not leave him permanently disabled, but the recovery process is demanding and lengthy.

James is subsequently transferred to a military hospital outside of Afghanistan, where he begins his rehabilitation. Fractured ribs usually take around 6 to 8 weeks to heal. During this time, James needs to rest, avoid strenuous activities, and take pain medication as prescribed. Gradually, he starts engaging in gentle breathing exercises and controlled movements to prevent complications such as pneumonia and muscle stiffness. Physical therapy plays a crucial role in restoring mobility and strength to the shoulder joint. James works closely with a physical therapist who guides him through a progressive rehabilitation program. This involves a combination of passive range-of-motion exercises, active-assisted exercises, and eventually active exercises to improve shoulder mobility and stability. Strengthening exercises for the surrounding muscles, such as the rotator cuff and deltoids, are also incorporated.

To make a full recovery, James needs to adhere to the physical therapist's guidance and diligently perform the prescribed exercises both during therapy sessions and at home. During the recovery process, James receives regular follow-up appointments with his medical team to monitor his healing progress, address any concerns or setbacks, and make any necessary adjustments to his treatment plan.

Throughout his recovery, James experiences a range of emotions, including frustration, anger, and moments of self-doubt. The physical pain and scars serve as constant reminders of the dangers he faced during his military service. However, with the support of his medical team, fellow service members, and mental health professionals, James gradually finds the resilience to push through the challenges and focus on his recovery.

As the months pass, James makes significant progress. His physical therapy enables him to regain functionality in his shoulder and ribs, although he may experience occasional discomfort. The scars on his right abdomen and back serve as lasting reminders of his service and the sacrifices made during his military career.

Breakup with Sam: Despite the hope for healing and a renewed connection, the strain of James' injuries, physical and emotional recovery, and the challenges of a long-distance relationship take a toll on his relationship with Sam. The time apart, combined with the difficulties of navigating the aftermath of his injuries, gradually erode the foundation of their relationship. As the holiday season approaches, the realization dawns on both James and Sam that they need to focus on their individual healing journeys and make the difficult decision to break up. Though filled with sadness, they part ways, recognizing the importance of prioritizing their personal growth and well-being.

In 2012, James moves to Seattle after his honorable discharge from the military. With a desire to continue his career in the medical field, he seeks opportunities as a flight medic. Uninterested in contract work, James is determined to find a fulfilling and stable position in this field.

Through a connection from a friend he served with in the military, James is introduced to a renowned medical organization that operates air medical services in the Seattle area. Impressed by his military experience and specialized training as a pararescueman, the organization offers him a position as a flight medic.

Work as a Flight Medic: As a flight medic, James plays a vital role in the air medical team. His day-to-day responsibilities involve responding to emergency calls and providing advanced medical care during helicopter or fixed-wing transports. He works alongside skilled pilots and other medical professionals, collaborating as a cohesive unit to deliver critical care to patients in need. James's training and experience as a pararescueman prove invaluable in his role as a flight medic. He is well-versed in trauma care, medical interventions, and pre-hospital emergency medicine. His ability to remain calm under pressure, adapt to dynamic situations, and make split-second decisions contributes to his effectiveness in saving lives and providing critical care during transport.

Whirlwind Romance with Morrigan: One evening, James is invited to a fundraising event held at one of Seattle's prestigious museums. It is during this event that he crosses paths with Morrigan MacNamera, an enchanting and vibrant woman. They are immediately drawn to each other, and sparks fly as they engage in conversation. Morrigan MacNamera captivates James with her remarkable qualities and irresistible charm. Intelligent and quick-witted, she possesses a sharp mind that constantly seeks knowledge and understanding. Her intellectual curiosity is boundless, and she has a penchant for delving into diverse subjects with ease. Morrigan's intelligence shines through her insightful conversations, where she effortlessly combines depth and humor.

One of Morrigan's standout talents is her linguistic prowess. She is a true language whiz, fluent in multiple languages and skilled in deciphering complex linguistic nuances. Whether it's her flair for picking up new languages or her ability to effortlessly navigate through different cultural contexts, her linguistic abilities leave James in awe. They often embark on playful banter and engage in wordplay, reveling in their shared love for languages and the art of communication.

Their connection deepens over subsequent encounters, and James finds himself falling head over heels for Morrigan. Their whirlwind romance blossoms as they explore the vibrant city of Seattle together, immersing themselves in its cultural offerings, scenic beauty, and shared interests. Morrigan's vivacious spirit and kind-hearted nature captivate James, and he feels a sense of joy and contentment in her presence. They support each other through the ups and downs of life, sharing laughter, adventures, and intimate moments. Morrigan becomes James's pillar of strength and a source of comfort as he navigates the challenges of his transition from military to civilian life. Together, James and Morrigan create cherished memories, forging a deep bond founded on mutual respect, trust, and love. Their romance offers James solace and a sense of belonging as he builds a new life in Seattle. As their relationship evolves, James and Morrigan continue to inspire and uplift each other, embracing the opportunities that come their way while cherishing the simple joys of everyday life.

Promoted to Master Sergeant (E-7) in recognition of his extensive experience, leadership abilities, and significant contributions to the pararescue community.

morrigan is offered a job at ucla in their linguistics department. his options are break up, do something long distaIn 2013, Morrigan receives a prestigious job offer at UCLA in their esteemed linguistics department. This new opportunity presents a crossroads for James and Morrigan's relationship. James is faced with the options of either breaking up, attempting a challenging long-distance relationship, or making a bold decision to follow Morrigan to California. Determined not to let their love falter, James decides to take a leap of faith and embark on a new adventure with Morrigan.

The Move to Venice: Together, James and Morrigan make the decision to relocate to Venice, a vibrant coastal neighborhood in California. The lively atmosphere, artistic spirit, and the proximity to the beach resonate with their adventurous souls. Settling into their new surroundings, they immerse themselves in the unique culture and embrace the diverse community that Venice offers. James easily finds work as a flight medic with his background.

The Restlessness and the Air National Guard: However, as time passes, James starts feeling a growing sense of restlessness and unhappiness. A yearning for a greater sense of purpose and fulfillment begins to tug at him. Desiring to fill the void he senses, he reaches out to a trusted contact in the Air National Guard. Recognizing the potential to continue his service and make a difference, James takes the initiative to explore this opportunity.

After undergoing the rigorous selection process, James successfully secures a spot in the 129th Rescue Wing, an Air National Guard unit renowned for its pararescue capabilities. Eager to embark on a new chapter, James signs on for a six-year commitment. However, he chooses not to discuss this decision with Morrigan, fearing it might complicate their relationship.

A Surprise Proposal: Before the end of the year, amidst the backdrop of their shared California journey and the deepening of their love, James musters the courage to propose to Morrigan. Fueled by his unwavering devotion and their shared experiences, he plans a heartfelt and intimate proposal. With a game of scrabble and a ring in hand, James asks Morrigan to spend the rest of her life with him, solidifying their commitment to each other and their shared future.

james and morrigan are married, james starts participating in more training with the air national guard in anticipation of deploying in the next year. this causes a lot of arguments between the couple.

In 2014, James and Morrigan take their love to the next level and embark on the journey of marriage. The wedding day is filled with joy, celebration, and the promise of a lifetime together. However, as their new chapter unfolds, the challenges they face begin to test the strength of their relationship. As James's deployment looms on the horizon, he finds himself consumed by the demands of his military training. The anticipation of being deployed stirs a range of emotions within him, including anxiety, apprehension, and a sense of duty. In his pursuit of readiness, James immerses himself in extensive training exercises, often leaving him physically and mentally drained.

The weight of his impending deployment casts a shadow over their relationship, and the strain begins to manifest in their interactions. James, wrestling with the effects of his experiences in the military, starts to withdraw emotionally. He shuts Morrigan out, leaning on old habits. Morrigan, deeply committed to their relationship, notices the change in James. She tries to offer him support, to be his confidante and source of solace during this challenging time. However, her efforts are met with resistance and a wall of emotional distance. The inability to connect on a deeper level and address the underlying issues leaves Morrigan feeling helpless and frustrated.

The strain of the situation brings out moments of resentment and frustration on James's part, while Morrigan, desperate to break through his emotional barriers, becomes increasingly critical of his choices and the behavior of his friends. Although stemming from her concern for James's well-being, it exacerbates the already strained atmosphere between them. She finds it difficult to understand their immaturity and fails to recognize the camaraderie and support they provide for James, who relies on his friends as a source of comfort and familiarity. The clashes between James and Morrigan reflect the growing frustrations and insecurities within their relationship. Both parties grapple with their own challenges, unable to fully comprehend the depth of the other's struggles. Their communication becomes strained, colored by misunderstandings and unspoken expectations.

Jan: Operation Inherent Resolve - Hostage Rescue. James is assigned to a Delta Force team deployed to Syria. The mission objective is to rescue hostages held by a terrorist group. James provides immediate medical care to rescued individuals and ensures their safe evacuation. The mission lasts for seven days.

THIRD DEPLOYMENT TO KANDAHAR
From May 2015 to the end of October 2015, James is deployed to Kandahar, Afghanistan for the third time as a member of the Air National Guard. His mission is to support the Resolute Support mission and assist Afghan security forces. During the deployment, James and his unit undergo rigorous training to enhance their combat medical skills, aerial rescue techniques, and tactical proficiency. They simulate rescue missions, conduct medical evacuations, and participate in joint exercises with coalition forces to adapt to the unique challenges of the Kandahar region. With his prior experience and knowledge of the region, James assumes a leadership role within his Pararescue (PJ) unit. He provides guidance and mentorship to newer team members, leveraging his familiarity with the local terrain, operational procedures, and the specific challenges of Kandahar.

Throughout the deployment, James participates in numerous medical evacuation missions, delivering critical care and ensuring the safe transportation of wounded Afghan civilians, military personnel, and coalition forces. These missions take place in various locations across Kandahar, including remote villages, military outposts, and conflict-affected urban areas. Additionally, James and his team conduct search and rescue operations, responding to distress calls from downed aircraft, stranded individuals, and emergency situations. They operate in challenging environments, such as mountainous regions and hostile territories, to locate and extract personnel in need of assistance..

As part of the Resolute Support mission, James works closely with Afghan security forces, providing training and advisory support in areas such as medical care, combat search and rescue, and aerial operations. Collaborating with Afghan counterparts, military personnel, interpreters, and local leaders, James fosters a sense of partnership and cooperation..

The deployment brings both successes and challenges for James. He successfully completes numerous medical evacuations, saving lives and providing crucial medical care. His unit demonstrates proficiency in search and rescue operations, effectively locating and extracting personnel in need. However, James also faces the persistent threat of insurgent attacks and encounters improvised explosive devices (IEDs) during the deployment. The loss of fellow service members and the struggles faced by Afghan communities weigh heavily on him, causing emotional and psychological strain..

The intensity of the deployment and the separation from Morrigan strain their relationship. Limited communication and the constant threat of danger add to their anxieties. James confronts the challenges of combat and witnesses the complexities of the conflict in Afghanistan, leaving a lasting impression on his worldview and sense of duty. At the end of October, when James and Morrigan reunite after his deployment, their emotions and experiences are complex. The relief and anticipation wash over James as he steps off the plane, scanning the crowd until his eyes meet Morrigan's. A rush of warmth fills his chest as they embrace tightly, cherishing the long-awaited reunion. In that moment, the world around them fades away as they revel in the joy of being together again..

However, as the initial euphoria subsides, they begin to notice the changes they have undergone during their time apart. James carries the weight of his experiences in Kandahar, visible in the lines of weariness etched on his face and the distant look in his eyes. Morrigan, too, has grown independent and resilient in her own way. The separation has shaped her perspective and priorities, and she has become more self-reliant. Together, they will navigate the complexities of their transformed selves and strive to find common ground as they move forward.

Initially, their conversations brim with excitement as they catch up on missed moments and eagerly share stories of their time apart. However, as the days pass, the weight of their experiences begins to surface. Settling back into their daily lives proves increasingly challenging for James and Morrigan as they struggle to bridge the gap that formed during their separation. The lingering effects of James's deployment, including emotional scars and strained communication, continue to cast a shadow over their relationship. Their attempts to rebuild trust and understanding fall short, and a growing sense of resentment and frustration takes hold. Meanwhile, Morrigan, who has also undergone personal growth and transformation during their time apart, starts to question the future of their marriage. The challenges they face and their inability to effectively communicate their needs and concerns erode the very foundation of their relationship. The once vibrant connection they shared becomes overshadowed by a growing sense of disillusionment and incompatibility. Conversations gradually transform into heated arguments, as unresolved issues from the past resurface and new conflicts arise. They struggle to find common ground and reach a place of compromise. Both James and Morrigan feel trapped in a cycle of dissatisfaction and unhappiness, unable to see a path forward that aligns with their individual needs and desires. As the months pass, the realization that they have grown apart becomes undeniable. Despite their shared history and love for one another, they come to the difficult decision that separating is the best course of action for their personal growth and well-being.

May: Operation Inherent Resolve - Special Reconnaissance. James is assigned to a Joint Special Operations Command (JSOC) unit participating in the campaign against ISIS in Iraq and Syria. In May 2016, his team is deployed for a special reconnaissance mission deep inside ISIS-controlled territory. The objective is to gather critical intelligence on enemy positions and activities. The mission lasts for approximately 2 weeks, involving stealthy movements, intelligence collection, and potential engagements with hostile forces.

In June, immediately after James returns from his mission, Morrigan delivers the heart wrenching news - she wants a divorce. The emotional strain of their circumstances, coupled with the growing disconnect, leads to the final dissolution of their marriage in July.

As August arrives, James volunteers for a temporary duty assignment to Norway. His mission is to collaborate with Norwegian special forces, exchanging expertise on arctic survival and rescue techniques. The experience in Norway serves as a brief respite amidst the tumultuous changes in his personal life.

In 2017, James finds himself caught in a complicated and emotionally challenging situation as he navigates his personal relationships. Following his divorce, he starts a discreet affair with Renee Brown, a fellow nurse who is unhappily married and has two children. Renee, being ten years his senior, finds solace in James, and their relationship becomes an escape from their respective troubled marriages.

Their affair remains clandestine for a while, but as the months pass, rumors begin to circulate among their colleagues, and the secrecy of their relationship starts to unravel. By the summer, it becomes an open secret at work that James and Renee are involved, and many people choose to turn a blind eye, while others are aware but keep their distance.

During this time, James encounters Amelia Barnes, whom he meets while celebrating a friend's birthday at an axe-throwing bar. They are drawn to each other, and a passionate affair ensues. However, as their connection deepens, Amelia begins to suspect that James is involved with someone else. She confronts him about her suspicions, and James vehemently denies any other romantic involvement. One night, after an intimate encounter, James inadvertently leaves his phone unlocked while using the bathroom. Amelia, consumed by her doubts, glances at his phone and discovers a series of messages between James and Renee. Overwhelmed with hurt and betrayal, Amelia confronts James, and their relationship comes to an abrupt end as she demands he leave.

In mid-November, Renee, feeling a growing attachment to James, musters the courage to confess her love for him. She expresses her desire to leave her husband and pursue a future with James, hoping that they can find happiness together. However, this revelation leads to a heated argument between them, as James grapples with the weight of their actions and the potential consequences for both their personal lives and professional careers.

Reflecting on the complications of his personal life and the potential impact on their work environment, James realizes the need for a fresh start. Feeling the weight of his actions and the need to rebuild his life, he reaches out to an old military friend who happens to have connections in the Los Angeles Fire Department. Recognizing the potential for a fresh start and a chance to make a difference in a new role, James decides to take a leap of faith and applies to the Los Angeles Fire Department.

In his application, James highlights his extensive experience as a flight medic, showcasing his skills in emergency medical care, crisis management, and teamwork. He emphasizes his dedication to serving others and his commitment to making a positive impact in people's lives, qualities that he believes will align well with the responsibilities of a firefighter.

Throughout the application process, James undergoes rigorous evaluations, interviews, and physical assessments. The journey is not without its challenges, but James remains steadfast in his determination to start anew. He invests time and effort in preparing for each stage, leveraging his previous military training and experiences to showcase his resilience, adaptability, and ability to work under pressure.

After going through a tumultuous period of his life, James decides to take some time for himself and goes on a much-needed vacation to Singapore in early 2018. Little did he know that this trip would bring unexpected encounters and life-changing decisions. By chance, during his time in Singapore, James bumps into Morrigan, his former wife. The two find themselves instantly drawn to each other, reigniting the sparks that were once between them. Over the course of two weeks, they become deeply entangled in each other's lives once again and make a spontaneous decision to elope, driven by their lingering feelings and the hope of a fresh start.

Meanwhile, back in Los Angeles, James receives promising news as he successfully aces the physical and written tests, as well as the interviews, for the Los Angeles Fire Department. He is thrilled to be accepted into their training program and eagerly begins his journey to become a firefighter-paramedic. Spring arrives, and James enters the rigorous training at the fire academy, immersing himself in the demanding curriculum and embracing the challenges that come with his new role.

As James embarks on his training, he and Morrigan enjoy what appears to be six months of happiness together. However, as Morrigan begins to express her desire to start a family, James feels a sense of uncertainty and unease. Despite his logical understanding of the significance of starting a family, doubts linger in the back of his mind.

In the midst of this internal struggle, a former coworker from his flight medic days invites James to a destination wedding. Unfortunately, Morrigan is unable to attend due to a work function, leaving James to attend the wedding alone. It is during this event that he unexpectedly crosses paths with Renee once again. As the night progresses and both fueled by alcohol, they find themselves in a vulnerable state and end up sleeping together. Upon returning home, James is torn about whether to confess his indiscretion to Morrigan.

Ultimately, he chooses to keep it a secret, hoping to protect her from unnecessary pain. However, a week later, Renee unexpectedly spills the beans in a text message to Morrigan, shattering the trust that once existed between James and his wife.

Unable to reconcile their differences and overcome the betrayal, Morrigan takes the painful step of filing for divorce before the end of July. The dissolution of their marriage leaves James with a profound sense of loss and regret, as he reflects on the choices that led to this devastating outcome.

Seeking solace and companionship, James begins casually dating Imi Baker in September. The two find comfort in each other's company and enjoy their time together. However, as time goes on, they both realize that their connection is better suited to friendship rather than a romantic relationship. In early December, they make the mutual decision to part ways, recognizing that their bond is stronger as friends. They only date from September to December.

As James completes his six-year contract with the Air National Guard in April, he finds himself at a turning point in his life. With his military commitment fulfilled, he contemplates his next steps and the possibilities that lie ahead.

In June, James finds himself in a local bar when he hears the infectious laughter of a woman named Esme. Intrigued by her vibrant energy, he is immediately drawn to her. They embark on a casual fling, indulging in the passionate physical connection they share. However, by September, their relationship naturally fizzles out, and they both move on, gradually losing touch with each other.

Towards the end of September, James's romantic journey takes a new turn as he starts seeing Lizzy. The relationship begins with a whirlwind pace, as they quickly form a connection and decide to give a committed relationship a try in early October. However, their busy schedules and lack of mutual desire for anything serious ultimately strain the bond between them. By November, they both acknowledge the need to explore other options and mutually decide to part ways.

Amidst his series of short-lived flings, James frequently engages in casual encounters with Mel McCallister, a local reporter and the daughter of a prominent Democratic politician in the area. While Mel takes their encounters more seriously, James views their relationship purely as a means for physical gratification. He sporadically reaches out to her late at night, solely seeking intimate encounters, only to intermittently disappear for weeks at a time, leaving her feeling confused and neglected.

In mid-December, a chance encounter at a paintball game brings James face-to-face with Selah. Instantly hitting it off, they embark on an intense friends-with-benefits situation that carries them through the holiday season and into the new year. Their relationship is purely physical and friendly, with Selah embracing a carefree and hypersexual attitude. Their interactions provide a temporary escape from the complexities of romantic entanglements, offering a no-strings-attached connection that both James and Selah seek at that point in their lives.

The year 2020 proves to be a tumultuous time in James's personal life, marked by ups and downs, unexpected connections, and difficult decisions. As the year begins, James finds himself offering support to his good friend Maggie, who is going through a recent divorce. He helps her move out and becomes a shoulder to lean on, seeking her guidance as he navigates his own relationship struggles. In January, James officially ends his tumultuous relationship with Mel McCallister, which concludes in a disastrous manner with hurt feelings and scorched earth.

Following his breakup with Mel, James finds solace and familiarity in the arms of his long-time friend, Maggie Khode. Initially, Maggie suggests a friends with benefits arrangement, which James initially denies. However, she manages to guilt him into it by appealing to their shared history and his recent breakup. Their connection begins as a source of comfort, but as time goes on, cracks start to appear in their relationship. Maggie desires more than just a casual arrangement and continually pressures James to define their relationship. Despite James's confusion about his own feelings, he repeatedly insists on maintaining a purely platonic friendship. However, the situation becomes increasingly toxic as their arguments escalate, fueled by their differing expectations.

When Selah discovers James's involvement with Maggie, she decides to break off their friends-with-benefits arrangement, not out of jealousy, but due to her desire to avoid unnecessary drama. However, they manage to salvage their friendship, and James continues to support Selah by occasionally assisting her with self-defense classes.

Despite his attempts to end the friends-with-benefits arrangement, Maggie employs guilt tactics to convince him to continue their intimate involvement, perpetuating the toxic dynamic between them. Their relationship reaches a breaking point during a heated argument, leading them to stop speaking altogether. Subsequently, Maggie begins dating her neighbor, Jake, while James finds himself secretly involved with Celeste, an administrator at the fire station where he works. Celeste proves to be a refreshing presence in James's life. Unlike Maggie, she puts no pressure on him and has no expectations for their connection. She appreciates James's humor and enjoys their casual encounters, providing him with an escape from the complexities of his recent experiences. Their interactions are light-hearted and free from the weight of emotional demands.

As James spends time with Celeste, he starts to develop genuine feelings for her, although he remains hesitant to acknowledge them. He appreciates the fact that their relationship is uncomplicated and enjoyable, allowing him to embrace moments of laughter and intimacy without the burden of expectations. Celeste's nonchalant approach to their connection provides James with a much-needed respite from the relationship drama he had previously experienced.

Despite his attempts to distance himself from Maggie, their paths continue to cross, and they eventually rekindle their friendship. Maggie confesses to James that she is still in love with him and is only with her neighbor because she believes James doesn't want her. This revelation sparks a series of heated arguments between James and Maggie, as he grapples with his profound feelings for her but realizes that their relationship is not healthy for either of them.

Recognizing the toxicity of their connection, James makes the difficult decision to have a conversation with Maggie about ending their friendship. However, when he goes to her house to have the talk, emotions run high and they share a vulnerable moment, leading to them sleeping together. Although James immediately realizes it was a mistake, Maggie appears content with their arrangement and doesn't mind that he is still involved with Celeste. They continue to engage in physical intimacy while James simultaneously explores his connection with Celeste because Maggie insists she will only stay friends with him if he continues to fulfill her desires.

Over time, it becomes increasingly evident to James that his feelings for Celeste are growing deeper, which unsettles Maggie. Feeling threatened by the emergence of a potential romantic relationship between James and Celeste, Maggie picks a fight with James, during which he confesses his growing affection for Celeste and his desire to pursue a committed relationship with her. He expresses his intention to end their sexual relationship, seeking a healthier and more fulfilling connection.

This revelation leads to another emotional confrontation between James and Maggie, which unexpectedly ends with them sleeping together once again. However, this encounter further solidifies James's realization that their relationship is unsustainable and detrimental to both of them. In an attempt to sabotage James's potential relationship with Celeste, Maggie texts her and reveals that James had been sleeping with her behind Celeste's back. Initially hurt by this revelation, Celeste eventually chooses to confront James about the situation. After a period of honest communication and soul-searching, both James and Celeste agree to move past the betrayal and commit to an exclusive relationship. James makes the firm decision to cut all contact with Maggie, focusing on building a healthy and authentic connection with Celeste.

In July, James's best friend Eli convinces him to re-enlist in the Air National Guard, reigniting James's commitment to military service. Despite the challenges and uncertainties of his personal life, James finds solace and stability in his renewed dedication to his military career, setting the stage for the next chapter of his journey. At the same time, James reconnects with Esme, his former fling, and their friendship is reignited. They spend a lot of time talking and connecting on a deeper level. Despite his relationship with Celeste, James feels a certain disconnect between them. He senses that Celeste may not be open to vulnerability, and they struggle to connect on a deeper emotional level that James craves. As a result, he finds solace in his friendship with Esme, who understands and shares his emotional struggles.

Esme becomes James's confidante and best friend. They share secrets, support each other, and develop a bond that others begin to view as problematic. Their emotional intimacy begins to blur the lines, and they find solace in each other's company. However, their relationship takes a complicated turn when Esme ends up sleeping with James's brother, Teddy. The fallout from this romantic involvement between Esme and Teddy puts James in a difficult position, torn between his loyalty to his best friend and his family.

Things take a darker turn when Esme intentionally hurts Teddy out of vindictiveness, causing James to confront her and stand up for his little brother. Esme, in an attempt to deflect blame, accuses James of being abusive towards her, tarnishing his reputation in the process. This event leads to a significant rupture in their friendship, and they go through a period of not speaking to each other.

However, at a mutual friend's wedding in November, James and Esme find themselves in the same space and make amends. They continue their emotionally complicated relationship, which borders on emotional cheating. Despite their denial that their connection is problematic, others observe the blurred boundaries and potential harm it could cause.

Throughout this period, James grapples with conflicting emotions, torn between his feelings for Celeste and the deep connection he shares with Esme. He struggles to navigate the boundaries of his relationships and the implications they have on his own emotional well-being and the well-being of those around him.

As the year unfolds, James and Celeste's once-promising relationship begins to wither under the weight of mounting conflicts. Celeste's admission of jealousy and her disapproval of Esme cast a shadow over their connection. She confesses her fear of constantly competing for James' attention and doubts her ability to fulfill his emotional needs. Sensing the anguish he inadvertently causes Celeste, James resolves to prioritize their bond and distances himself from Esme, establishing much-needed boundaries. However, this decision proves to be a catalyst for tension and strife with Esme, who resists the changes and challenges James' newfound commitment.

In a startling twist, Esme unexpectedly ties the knot with Ben, a man she met just a week prior. Sadly, Ben harbors a deep animosity towards James, and his toxic behavior takes a toll on Esme's emotional well-being. Determined to prove his benevolence and dispel any notions of rivalry, James attempts to befriend Ben, but their efforts only fuel the flames of contention. The ensuing months witness a whirlwind of dramatic altercations among James, Esme, and Ben, ensnaring them in a relentless cycle of disputes.

While navigating these tumultuous waters, James decides to take a leap of faith and propose to Celeste, a declaration of commitment and love. However, as spring gives way to summer, the couple realizes their paths diverge, their desires no longer in harmony. James yearns for a deeper emotional connection, an intangible bond he feels Celeste cannot provide. This realization prompts their bittersweet decision to part ways, leaving James to seek solace and companionship elsewhere.

In this period of emotional transition, James turns to Callie, a longstanding friend who grapples with the challenges of a long-distance relationship with her boyfriend, Brendan. Their shared experiences of heartache draw them closer, and James finds refuge in Callie's presence. Conversations flow effortlessly, their trust and understanding forming a foundation for their deepening connection. James has always been captivated by Callie's allure, but he respects her boundaries, ensuring their friendship remains unburdened by romantic entanglements.

Fate, however, has its own plans in store. Callie's relationship with Brendan eventually comes to an end, leaving her in pieces and living back at home with her parents. Sensing her need for stability, James invites her to take up his spare room. They plan to move her in the weekend after labor day, and she spends much of her free time in James' guest room. James looks forward to seeing her there on his days off. Their shared space becomes a sanctuary, a cocoon where they find solace in each other's presence. Callie's infectious spirit breathes new life into James' world, and in turn, he offers her unwavering support and a comforting shoulder to lean on.

During a Labor Day weekend getaway with friends, the atmosphere becomes charged with anticipation. In a moment of shared vulnerability and attraction, James and Callie give in to their desires and share an intimate encounter. As dawn breaks, they confront the reality of their actions and the complexities of their evolving relationship. Undeterred by societal expectations, they choose to explore their connection beyond friendship.

Emotions run high as James finds himself developing strong feelings for Callie. However, their evolving dynamic brings about uncertainty and insecurity. Together, they navigate this uncharted territory, toeing the line between friendship and romance. As autumn arrives, they realize that their bond surpasses mere casual involvement and start seeing each other exclusively.

James and Callie get married secretly in July.

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